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Dear everybody,
I’m not just moody.
I have Bipolar Disorder.
I don’t choose to have this unbearable depression,
Where I sob uncontrollably and the most unpredictable times.
A sadness that paints your entire mind,
And drips
Down into your soul.
And you don’t know when it’s suddenly going to
Change.
Change, from being a terrifying unhappiness,
To being such a fantastic happiness
So spectacular,
That you can’t even connect your thoughts with your own brain.
Where you challenge the world,
Because you feel bigger than a speck of dust for
The first time in your
Life.
And then?
It changes.
It changes from being such an incredible mess of emotions
To being the creator of no emotion at all.
And soon, the lack of emotion
Starts to eat away at your heart.
And you don’t choose to…
But it turns into an
Unbearable depression,
A sadness that paints your entire mind
And drips
Down into your soul.
This is Bipolar Disorder.
This is me.
This is who I am.

And I’m not just moody.
This is my experience with Bipolar disorder...
Yeaaaahhhh hope you enjoyed :)
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M155-B3h4v3 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Hi there

I would really love to feature this on My Blog

Please could you give me a shout and let me know if you're interested.

Thanks 
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MikkiMarie Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Go ahead! I'd appreciate it! :)
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M155-B3h4v3 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for allowing me to use your work on my blog.

It can be found here ataleoftwomes.blogspot.co.uk/p…
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XJenniferTheKillerX Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I love ya girl! You write THE BEST poems
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RenegadeHeart13 Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I have Bipolar as well so I know how hard it can be with the people around you. My own family always act like their walking on eggshells around me because they never know how I'm going to act; If I'm going to be on a major happy mania, if I'm going to be in a rock bottom depression, or if I'm going to be so angry I just want to throw my video game controler at the t.v. (or just name the video game consile, like I named my Gamecube Jeffery, so when I end up getting pissed off and start yelling I dont look like a total moron to people lol). They never know how to react and they dont treat me like a normal person. They also dont treat me like my actual age. None of my friends or Family do. And its all because they dont know how to react with me. Ive over heard my mother taliking to my step-father before about my bipolar, and she has said in the past that she just doesnt know how to handle me. That I'm a volitle kid. She says that even now when I just turn 21 years old this July on the 6th! Im no longer a kid or a child, and yet, because of my bipolar, they treat me like a twelve year old. My fiance gets the same treatment because of his bipolar disorder too, and it sucks. The only time it seems for the both of us, that it doesnt seem to act up, is when me and my fiance are around eachother and alone. Otherwise we constantly have to watch ourselves, especially around new people. Thats the reason why I became such a wall flower in High school. I didnt know how to control it enough not to blow up on a classmate or teacher all of a sudden and I was afraid I would do so. But I toughed it out and have learned to control it the best I can, even with the meds they put me on (which dont seem to work for me much anymore). Anyways, getting off my own soap box here (lol) this was a beautiful poem, and I think its wonderful that you were able to put how you felt about all of this (your poem) into words and share it with everyone here at deviantart. Very well done. 10 stars! lol

-Raven Lily :tombstone:
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wallavan000 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I like bipolar people. You know that there is something wrong when you think that bipolar people are the coolest people ever and think that it would be kind of cool to be bipolar to see what it's like. I know I've got problems and all but normal people are boring anyway.
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ToddNTheShiningSword Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow there's more :dalogo: spam on this one piece than I've seen on dA my entire time to date... :(
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I had reached the end of the line I took my chances with this now I make all the calls just picture the possibilities
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I had tried everything because of this im always one step ahead ive finally reached the top keep this between us
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