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November 2, 2013


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There's something I want you to know,
Because, hey dad..
I'm not stupid.
I know you're not going to be here

Something I wanted to say..
I hate you.

I hate how you've been there for me.
I hate how you made me who I am today.
I hate how you've always inspired me,
And I hate how you've been the best father anyone could ask for.
I hate how I know you enough to know exactly what you're going to say.
I hate how you know me the same way.
I hate how you love your family more than anything.
I hate how you've been strong just so we don't feel weak,
And I hate how you never gave up on us.
On your family.
On your daughters.
On me.
I hate knowing that it's going to be

I'm going to miss you, Dad.
... Daddy, I'm going to miss you.

And I hate you for that.

Dad's dying. Slowly. He's in the hospital right now. His heart and kidneys are failing...

No idea how long he's gonna last.


Love you guys. I'll post something for you guys in a little bit. Just be patient with me <3 pleeease :)



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Zinniss Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
evettejo Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Please always think about this poem Mikki, please. Never take your parents for granted.
Snowy-Adopts Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2014  Student Digital Artist
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ToaTepsak Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2014  Student Traditional Artist

*cries, applauds, then gives you a big hug*

You are such a fabulous writer.

But if you'll excuse me, I need a tissue.

vladamir-the-fox Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
i cried :(
Whitedragon421 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Hey, I can relate. My daddy passed away just last year from a disease that lasted 9 years and immobilized his body. But still, he managed to support the family and all of our adventures, he learned to live even though he was dying. For 9 years, more than half of my life.

This poem is so beautiful. It reminds me of all the times I took my dad's support for granted, and reminds me of just how much I miss him.

I really just saw this now and I already admire you. I took a glance at your other poems and was blown away. You are amazing and beautiful and I want you to remember that whenever you feel down. Thanks so much for writing this! This was a wonderful piece. Have an internet hug!!!!
liveartaslifeart Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013

Oh my gosh..




I found this a while ago


*Not sure how long* :/


And then today I watched you


Was going through ur stuff


Found this


Like, WHA o.o


Btw, I know this is a simple word, but it's the one word that people find sufficient. I am going to make a word someday, that feels more genuine than "sorry."


But.. for now? I'm sorry. :/

RaInBoWsAuCeE Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013
That was just beautifully written ;_; I don't really have the words to say how much that touched and pulled on my weak heart strings ;_;And im so sorry about your father<3 I really do hope he gets better ;-;
BlackieChan35 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This poem is just.. I don't even know what to say. It left me speechless. It makes me realize how precious and fragile life is and even though my dad angers me occasionally, he's done a larger amount of great things to impact my life and he only wants the best from. I'm going to hug him when he gets home.

I'm sincerely sorry about your situation. I'm going to pray for you and your entire family. I know I don't personally know you, but if you ever need someone to talk to, you can note me. Stay strong. 
KotoriNico-chan Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm praying for you and for father~
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