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I am thirteen years old.
I am not typical.
I am not average.
I am me.

I have been in two mental facilities.
Both times for thoughts of suicide.
I am not emo.
I am not a freak.
I am me.

My mother attempted suicide about six months ago.
My sister attempted suicide when i was eight.
But, I am not a victim.
I am not tortured.
I am me.

My father had a heart attack just over a week ago.
He was hospitalized for nine days.
He recently returned to the hospital for kidney problems.
I suffer from Bipolar Disorder with Psychotic Features.
I have hallucinations.
I have delusions.
But I am not a disorder.
I am not my difficulties.
I am not my troubles.

I am me.
:) this is me. Who are you?
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RED-COBRA Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Touching!Nothing more that I could say.You seem to have been through a lot.I may not know you but you have my blessing.Oh,there was more that I could say!
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SilviaMarti Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Another one in my faves :D
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8Imagination8 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Yor poetry is so touching, please keep writing!
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Akirou4 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
-is this true? I don't mean to sound like I'm doubting this is true, but to go through all that... It must be hard to even think about it... Truly, I think this is amazing poetry, so I encourage you to keep writing!-
(^_−)−☆
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MikkiMarie Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
yes it is :) Thank you! <3
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Levitating-Narwhal Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2013  Student General Artist
I never get tired of your poetry!
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MikkiMarie Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Awwww! thanks! <3
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Levitating-Narwhal Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2013  Student General Artist
Don't mention it. :worship: :iconlawooplz:
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angellove94 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2013   Writer
ur a wonderful young girl! your so beaotful and strong!
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Thorneborne Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I am impassioned, I am weak, I am eternal fragility with words and thoughts of iron - i am, for whatever good or ill it may do me.
Ah well, perks of being a gemini, perhaps; or a wallflower, or an eccentric - or just a person.
Anyway; simplistic but very evocatively written, with tremendous courage to share something so deeply personal.
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