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I Am One Of Jehovah's WitnessesI am a thirteen year old girl.
I am a poet.
I am beautiful in my own way.
I am powerful.
I am unique.
I am special.

I am not crazy.
I am not worthless.
I am not brainwashed.

I am a human being.

I make mistakes. And I admit that.
I cause trouble, sometimes a lot of trouble.
I have a disorder that affects me day to day.
I don't think I'm perfect. In fact, I know I'm not.

I tolerate the ignorance.
I tolerate the pain.
I tolerate the hatred.
I tolerate the disgusted looks.

I accept the fact that I am different.

But can't you accept the fact that we're exactly the same?

A poem about loveLove consists out of pain
Love consists out of desire
Love is what I admire
Love always fights against my brain

Love is despising
Love is passion
Love is not a piece of fashion
Love is always surprising

None of these things are untrue
Love is enough to make one weep
That is love as it seems

Yet when I think of you
I simply can’t fall asleep
Since life is finally better, than in my own dreams

The curse and meBounded by the curs who holds me here
Alone in the cold darkness
my soul in pain
suffers in the dark- alone.
Breake
Breake the curse
the curs which binds me to this place.
Destroy
Destroy the band
the band which holds me in the dark.
Open
Let me open my eyes
my eyes who saw only darkness
Save me
Save me from the dark which is my home
be the kinght who takes me away
Hunted by dreams of fear
I want to be every where but here
Please be the hero
and safe me from the pain and the fear
Destroy
Destroy the curse
the curs which binds me to this place
Breake
Break the band
the band which holds me in the dark
Open
Let me open my eyes
my eyes who saw only darkness
Save me
Save me from the dark which is my home
be the kinght who takes me away
You bring the light in the country of darkness
you are the live in the dead world
you are the angel in the hell
you are everything in the nothingne

The concequence of eventual happinessTears
Are just a concequence
Of eventual happiness
When
I was walking home
Without you
Now
Though I'm alone
I feel like I have found my home
When
I was smiling again
Without you

I don't know what happened
But I am glad it did
Despite the tears I'm draining
With you I always hid
Now we are just friends
And it feels just so perfect
Now that we're broken up
Our lives seem worth it

Tears
Are just a concequence
Of a brand new start...

Every night since I was little Every night since I was little I always found myself looking up at the night sky looking for something that I could claim.
as I lay here I close my eyes as the stars shoot across the sky leaving trails of star dust behind them.
Mom always told me that nothing good came from the night.
Dad always told me follow my heart to what ever it may lead.
My younger brother always thought I was crazy.
My friends always supported me in my choices
On lookers would think I was out of my mind or something was wrong.
I lay here tonight looking at the sky as I open my eyes, well to them I found what i was

Outlander LullabyOur hero, our hero
From the pages, bound forth.
I tell you, I tell you
The Black Arrow comes.

From a land of immoral
And illegal both
Believe, believe
The Black Arrow comes.

With a love lost in darkness
And a heart full of death
Beware, beware
The Black Arrow comes

But the one in the twilight
Will break his bleak curse.
You'll know, you'll know
The Black Arrow come.

InsideDon't lose yourself through hate and discomfort
Don't lose yourself again
Because inside you're beautiful

The Noble Fear (Alt. Title: Courage)The Noble Fear

or Courage

Humbled threads am I as I try to sort
through this masquerade of work and life
boredom and death
Living at breakneck pace with all my little worries
they pile on my bedspread and threaten to say
"You do not belong You are a fraud You lie every day
about everything You have no place"
And thinking about this place and lies and days
which my fear thrusts before my faces
I concede the point to them; I am a fraud
I say I write poems create drawings worlds
But I do none of these
I paint meanings down the sides of my words
I transcribe lessons in the feathers and beaks of cardinals
Hoping that those who can read them find

LoveHer soft eyes, they show the kind of affection that
Never falters, no matter your looks, your moods,
The kind of affection that’s unconditional and
Never betrays you for another.
I watch her from afar, wishing to be there,
In her arms, loving her back the way she could
Love me. But I’m not, and it’s not me she’s
Looking at. So I just watch and wish and
Understand; I wait for my time.

I know.I know.
That you're funny.
I know.
That you're so cute.
I know.
That you are made for me.
I know.
What date it is today.
I know.
You so well.
I know.
We broke up.
I know.
That it was my fault.
I know.
That you want to just be friends.
I know.
I mean nothing to you anymore.
I know.
That I miss you so much.
I know.
You still make me smile
I know.
It's Valentine's day.
I know.
That you don't care any longer.
I know.
I know.
I know.
But that doesn't matter to me any more.
I just want you to know
That I love you and I can't let go.

Wash It All AwayStand there dripping onto the floor,
Stand there praying to God some more,
Stand there waiting for the blood to stop,
Standing still when you think that its not.
You hope it won't.

Grab the back of a paper which used for a poem you wrote,
Grab the dull pencil to write a quick note,
Grab on to the hope and half-sadness that you won't need it to say goodbye to all
Grabbing onto the door handle when you slip and fall.
Slipping in your own blood.

Throw the paper off the desk,
Throw the bloody towels into the trash to clean up the mess,
Throw the door open with strength on the brink,
Throw the reddened razor into the sink.
Throwing it so hard

TidalI said I didn't care
And I was told I had to
I said I cared
And I was told not to
So, now, tell me this
How am I to know
(If you are all so big and wise)
If any of you care how I am feeling inside?

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I am one of Jehovah's Witnesses.

by ~MikkiMarie, Feb 13, 2013, 10:57:21 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I am not brainwashed.

I do not think i'm perfect.
I do not think I'm always right.

I will not fight.

I am a thirteen year old girl.
I am unique.
I am different.
I am proud.

I am one of Jehovah's witnesses.
I am strong.
I am alive.
And I am proud.

I am one of Jehovah's Witnesses.by ~MikkiMarie

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2013 ~MikkiMarie

And I am very, very proud

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~Kirklands-Girl39 Apr 15, 2013 Student General Artist

<3

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~ThePervertedPrincess Mar 11, 2013

Sorry, but Jehovah's Witness' are evil. Get out while you still can!

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~Starsieinwonderland Apr 18, 2013 New member Student Artist

No offense like hunny but evil?? Thats alittle strong!!!

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=PoliticalViolet Mar 23, 2013 General Artist

You cant tell anyone what to believe. The real point behind religion is to be a nice person. Good job...

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~MikkiMarie Mar 11, 2013

Thank you for your opinion <3 but i don't think we are.

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~ThePervertedPrincess Mar 11, 2013

Sweetie, I used to be one. I did research on my old religion and found out that they've been trying to predict the end of the world for years, but it's never come to pass. I'm just giving you friendly warning is all.

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~MikkiMarie Mar 11, 2013

Well thank you.

I respect your opinion 100% <3

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~LOZgirlXP Mar 10, 2013 Traditional Artist

I AM MAJORLY PROUD!!! XD this is beautiful sister

and nice to meet you

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~MikkiMarie Mar 10, 2013

<3

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~LOZgirlXP Mar 11, 2013 Traditional Artist

^^

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