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I’ll just say what’s on my mind
For everyone to hate.
I used to cry myself to sleep
And slice my skin with blades.
I wrapped a belt around my neck
In hopes of lifelessness,
And after failing even that,
I remained emotionless.
My mother used to cry all day
And my dad used to be ill.
My sister attempted suicide
By swallowing the pill.
My mother tried to kill herself
And we almost watched her fall.
She swallowed gulps of whiskey
And she blamed me for it all.
I have hallucinations,
And delusions, and depression
And fighting my own demons
Has become a slight obsession.

I’ll just say what’s on my mind
For everyone to see.
This is who I am, and hey!
I’m still okay with me.
Here's the truth.
Here's who I am.
Here's, me.
And you wanna know what? :) I'm okay with it.
I mean, I might be demented, and I might not be the most amazing person.
But I'm me.
And I'm, fine, with, that.

Comments? :)

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yodeeness Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014
Ushi-o Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2013
im suprised this manz people can relate...
turtleloftus Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2013
Your amazing, specially like the last paragraph XD

I’ll just say what’s on my mind
For everyone to see.
This is who I am, and hey!
I’m still okay with me.
Samanychibi Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
So amazing. I love your poetry. The detail and the beauty of it all reflects how beautiful your soul is. The emotion is touching and your writing is so inspiring. Keep up the amazing work! I understand what you're going through and even though you have no idea who I am, I just want to say hang in there, girl!
MichealCaesar Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Very familiar feeling for me. Hope moving forward that self confidence makes everything else more bearable, keep up the good stuff
Zereverefano Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
the truth should always come before anything, and you seem to have put this phrase to its fullest extent: nice job
DarkLover33 Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2013   Writer
Wow...this is very emotional and heartbreaking... but hopeful at the same time. Thats really awesome that you are ok with being you, never change that. I hope you go on to do many great things in life
angelichope Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2013
Good that you say what's on your mind; never stop.
I'm sorry to hear all of that, and you are an amazing person!
Bronypeople Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2013
This is lovely... It goes with me, as well. I see delusions, hallucinations... I will never judge anyone like you, especially one who is brave enough to write it in a poem and post it on the Internet! I love it. You're a great person and a great writer! :)
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