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Bipolar Disorder

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Dear everybody,
I’m not just moody.
I have Bipolar Disorder.
I don’t choose to have this unbearable depression,
Where I sob uncontrollably and the most unpredictable times.
A sadness that paints your entire mind,
And drips
Down into your soul.
And you don’t know when it’s suddenly going to
Change.
Change, from being a terrifying unhappiness,
To being such a fantastic happiness
So spectacular,
That you can’t even connect your thoughts with your own brain.
Where you challenge the world,
Because you feel bigger than a speck of dust for
The first time in your
Life.
And then?
It changes.
It changes from being such an incredible mess of emotions
To being the creator of no emotion at all.
And soon, the lack of emotion
Starts to eat away at your heart.
And you don’t choose to…
But it turns into an
Unbearable depression,
A sadness that paints your entire mind
And drips
Down into your soul.
This is Bipolar Disorder.
This is me.
This is who I am.

And I’m not just moody.
This is my experience with Bipolar disorder...
Yeaaaahhhh hope you enjoyed :)
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To start, I want to tell you that you are NOT ALONE! and I would like to say that it definitely helps just to know that there's someone else out there that understands your pain, what you're going through, to know that if you ever wanted to talk about it or just talk.. I'm here for you, and to anyone else keep up the good work you're truly an inspiration